NaNoWriMo: Day 5 - And perhaps, a title?

I think I’ve got a title, Niu Zeelandia. Niu from Niu Sila (Samoan for New Zealand) and Zeelandia (Nova Zeelandia - Latin). Don’t ask why I do things, it’s a working title. Also, today was worse than yesterday! But tomorrow, tomorrow will be better. I keep falling asleep while writing so who knows if the following even makes sense?

Niu Zeelandia: Day 5

Word Count: 871

“What did you say?” Glasses, who Eli really considered calling Reptile because all she could now focus on was the fact that he looked incredibly like a bespectacled Tuatara, gripped Eli’s shovel and pushed past her towards Dex.

“I said,” Dex began, the sound of hard plastic connecting with skin took Eli by surprise, as Dex doubled over, winded by the handle of her shovel thrust at his stomach by Reptile. “Fuck!” He grunted through clenched teeth.

“Didn’t your parents ever teach you manners?” Reptile seemed to find his quip hilarious, “Before they dragged them off, that is.” The urge to break the man’s face threatened to take hold of Eli’s sense and chuck it out the door, white hot rage coursed through her. The rage itself didn’t unsettle her, but rather the tinge of grief which always threatened to turn into a tidal wave of guilty shame that she felt would never ever go away. However she managed to keep her anger, and more importantly her hopelessness, in check, choosing instead to keep her eye on Rifleman, who continued to hold the gun aimed at Dex’s back.

“Greg- we have to get back, I told you couldn’t leave Lorna with the girls alone for long.” Rifleman spoke, eyes flicking from Reptile, no, Greg, to Eli to Dex before back to Greg. “Can we just grab who we came for and go?”

“Don’t be such a wet blanket John, we’re just having fun, aren’t we kids?” Once again he looked at Eli as if she was a fly to be ensnared.

“I need to get home, look grab the rifle.” John, making possibly the biggest mistake of his life extended his podgy arm out with the rifle to Greg. As Greg realised the mistake he made to quickly snatch the rifle from the larger man’s arm, his movements weren’t nearly as quick as Dex’s who grabbed the rifle and wrenched it from the man’s hand.

In what Eli could only describe as stupidity Greg lunged at Dex, the shovel clanging on the ground as he moved forward. The shovel was in her possession before she even realised she’d lunged for it; the heavy garden tool a welcome weight in her hand once again. She swung it around and aimed the flat scoop at John’s face, “I wouldn’t fricken’ move if I was you.” She advised.

“What are you kids going to do?” Greg laughed, “Kill us?”

His earlier words came to mind, it was one thing to try to hold us captive for the sake of taking any food we had or rounding us up for ‘sacrificial reason’, but it was another to make jokes about the fact that their parents had been ripped away from them for the sake of the upper classes’ survival.

She did everything she could to keep the survivor’s guilt at bay, Eli combated it every night before attempting to fall asleep. But it was more than survivor’s guilt, not the way that Dex was entitled to feel when his parents were mentioned. No, Eli’s guilt was warranted, because it was her fault her family was gone. Her fault she wasn’t able to see her mother’s face or her little twin brothers again.

“I’m trying real hard not to right now but you’re just asking for it.” Eli snapped. Dex clipped Greg on the side of the head with the barrel of the rifle, an impeccable show of self-restraint on his part. Eli wanted to smash the man’s face in with the sharp part of her shovel. Podgy John’s voice cut through and stopped her from knocking Greg’s yellowed teeth out of his ugly non-existent lipped mouth.

“Look I have a wife and kids, they’re waiting for me-” John began to plead. Eli turned to contemplate the doughy looking man, wondering what it was he did before the Incursion.

“Fuck up, John.” Greg sneered; Eli caught Dex’s gaze before walking to stand behind the thinning-haired man, kicking in his knees so he was kneeling.

You shut your bloody face.” She looked over at Dex, “What do we do?”

“Oh now you want to listen to me?” Was Dex picking now, of all times, to bring up the fact if it weren’t for my impatience we wouldn’t be in this mess?

Meanwhile John continued to beg, “Please? We were told to keep two teenagers we saw preoccupied-” The whizzing sound of an arrow cutting through the air and sinking with deadly accuracy into the side of John’s neck cut him short, the man barely had a chance to register that he had an arrow sticking out of his neck before he toppled over, dead.

Dex grabbed Eli’s arm and pulled her towards the side of the building, not even caring that Greg was left unattended; the piece of shit followed the teenagers anyway, another arrow narrowly missing him. “Where’s it coming from?” Eli tried to see where the arrows were being shot from; Dex grabbed hold of Greg’s collar and shook him.

“Who the fuck is shooting fucking arrows at us?” He barked, “What do you want from us?” He shook the man with each word, but Greg’s smug look no longer present, replaced by absolute terror.

NaNoWriMo: Day 2, 3 and 4

I didn’t listen to Past Mata, for that I am extremely annoyed. Past Mata said to have over 4,000 words written and Present Mata’s eyes keep trying to close. Procrastination reared its ugly head over the weekend so this is what you get for days 2-4. Don’t judge me. I will do better tomorrow.

Currently Untitled: Day 2, 3 and 4

Word Count: 878

Eli immediately slid back down to where her shovel lay, but before she could reach it the cool barrel of a hunting rifle was pressed against the back of her neck.

Crud.

A different voice to the one they’d heard before, injected with the same self-satisfaction, crooned down at her. “Come on love, no need to be so hasty aye?” Eli squeezed her eyes shut, cursing her own cockiness and stupidity. She didn’t dare look at Dex now, knowing all she’d find in those light brown eyes would be a silent ‘I freakin’ told you so.’

“Aw mate, what’s that? A shovel?” The voice they’d heard earlier shouted out from the other side.

“Yep.” Replied Rifleman. “Now be a good girl and make your way out, so that your boyfriend there can also come out, and have a chat with us.”

If voices were anything to go by then all they had to deal with were two men, two grown men and one had a rifle. Eli started to think their way out, Dex had some muscle to him she thought desperately- and Eli could fight her way out of a scrap any day. And this was even before the Incursion. Their problem lay in the gun.

“Nice and easy love.” She stood up, feigning nonchalance as she dusted the front of her jeans as if she was just getting up from having a picnic. Not that she’d had many picnics before the Incursion; her family wasn’t the picnicking type. She looked at the man’s shoes, worn work boots, and made a note of the fact they weren’t steel capped. It could come in handy.

“Now you, boy. Get out from under there.” Eli could see Dex’s jaw clenching as the rifle nudged his head, “We don’t have all day, son.” Rifleman muttered, Eli glanced back at the other man, who was walking over from the other side of the car, and back again- only just making out a lone bead of sweat making a hasty retreat from Rifleman’s receding white hairline. When Dex finally stood, Eli found it difficult to disguise the amusement she felt bubble up at the fact that Dex was a good head taller than either men. It could definitely come in handy.

Noting, with a smidgen of hope, how Rifleman’s Adam’s apple bobbed as he tried to discreetly gulp, Eli fixed her gaze on the other man who seemed slightly younger than Rifleman, he pushed his glasses up his hawkish nose. “What do you want from us?” Her voice sounded raspy to her own ears. She tried not to scowl.

“We’re just curious, is all. No need to be worried, love.” Rifleman said from the other side of Dex, the younger one, stood beside Eli eyes taking in her bunned hair, calloused and dirty hands and fraying clothes.

“Then why’s he holding a fricken’ gun to my head?” Dex growled, there was barely a step back from Rifleman, but it was enough for her to realise that he wasn’t at all prepared to shoot anyone today. It was in the way his murky grey eyes could barely bring themselves to meet theirs. If Eli wasn’t mistaken, it was almost as if Rifleman wasn’t someone who shot people on a daily basis, either for survival or not. He definitely looked more and more like someone who couldn’t kill a teenaged boy and girl in cold blood.

“Precaution.” Glasses responded, his thin lips almost invisible, as his beady black eyes regarded the two teenagers with something that looked an awful lot like disdain. Eli wasn’t convinced he wasn’t possessed by something. She couldn’t see any signs that he was, there was no cracking beside his eyes, and by now it would have either attacked them or tried to take possession of their younger bodies. “Where are you two headed anyway?” Glasses asked chattily, looking between them as though they were old friends. He leaned on the shovel, my bloody shovel Eli thought, and gestured towards Dex, “Looking for a nice place for your little tryst?” Although he had a head full of hair it was so thin you could see his white scalp and at this moment Eli wanted nothing more than for him to fall flat on is face and for that scalp of his to crack open.

Glasses moved towards Eli, his tongue licking basically non-existent lips. “Because I can show you somewhere, I can take you there myself.” Eli wasn’t so sure what to think, mostly she was angry because he still had her shovel. The handle looked particularly uncomfortable under Glasses’ kneading fingers. She considered immediately jabbing his face. She prepared herself to do so; she looked over at Dex whose brown eyes caught hers. She hoped she could convey exactly what she was thinking to him, judging by the way he nodded without taking in any of his surrounding she knew her plan wouldn’t be making it past the first stage. Public reading.

“Now, tell us what you’re doing out here during the day.” Rifleman’s voice wavered only once, Eli noted how he glanced nervously at Glasses.

“Yeah, actually, we’re on our way to see your mum.” Dex muttered.

Breathe

You do not know me but I know you. You do not know me, but I was the one who bestowed upon you your first kiss. From the very first moment you inhaled me, setting into motion this lifelong addiction, I have been there. To witness your first of everything: the first human touch, the first touch of sound and the first invasion of darkness by light; revealing to you- your first glimpse of the world.
I have known your deepest fears, innermost desires and darkest hours.
In spite of this, you have looked right through me; not knowing how much we mean to each other. You have taken me in, to push me out every day and yet you do not acknowledge me.
I have felt the tears you’ve cried streak down the mound of flesh that is your cheek. I’ve felt the rushing of myself through the vent ways of you, whilst you laughed without concern.
I am as important to you, as you are to me: you give me a reason to exist and I am part of your survival.
Without me your lungs would close, your heart would cease to beat, thus cutting off the flow of blood that delivers me to every inch of you. Without me you cannot respire, without me your heart would stop, for without me you cannot live. Yet you ignore me.
I have caressed your cheek, when the wind has pushed me forward. I have kissed your lips while you lay sleeping, and when you think you are alone, I surround you with my unheeded presence.
I was your first kiss, along with your first breath and although you do not know me, I will also be your last.

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Referred to by someone as the Stalker’s National Anthem. And looking at it from a certain angle I suppose it could be! I was only talking from the perspective of air. Jawkward.